In any given moment,

there are an infinite number

of available realities.

⚡️There is a reality where you’re fully creatively expressed.

⚡️There is a reality where creative expression is not hard. 

⚡️There is a reality where “creative blocks” are helpful information.

⚡️There is a reality where “imposter syndrome” does not exist.

⚡️There is a reality where creative expression is pure fun, pleasure, play, and delight.

The Fool’s Portal is a quantum leap.

A timeline jump.

The teachings I transmit within The Fool’s Portal are not about giving you more information.

These transmissions are alive.

And their frequency will activate and awaken your own understanding.

The Fool’s Portal offers you a doorway to “skip ahead” to the timeline where you’ve already learned these tools for expressing your creative energy more skillfully.

A timeline where you’re relating to your creative self on your own terms.

A timeline where you’re reclaimed your creative birthright.

The supplemental prompts, tarot spreads, and guided quantum journeys support you in going beyond “more knowledge” and invite you to actually embody these activations.

These teachings work on you at the cellular and energetic level.

It’s not so much about the words spoken but what comes alive for you as you hear me speak them.

It’s not about “memorizing” or “being a good student” or “doing it right.”

It’s about seeing in a new way.

Notice what these teachings open up within you.

Notice what fresh connections spark and what personal associations you have with the material.

This is where the magic is.

To engage with the materials in this course requires a certain level of self-responsibility.

By entering The Fool’s Portal, you are not ceding your authority to me and asking me to save you.

Instead, you are taking responsibility for the life force energy that flows through your vessel.

You are claiming your birthright as the conduit of this energy and stewarding it with autonomy, authority, and sovereignty.

While there are no true “shortcuts” on the creative path, there are “shortcuts” toward new, aligned, sustainable, and satisfying relationships with your Wild Creative Self.

The Fool’s Portal is one such shortcut.

It’s a literal Portal to another timeline, one on which you are expressing and creating from completely outside the constructs and limitations of the dominant paradigm.

It’s a literal Portal to a timeline that is perfectly curated and customized for you—because it is designed by you.

It’s a literal Portal to a prismatic paradigm—the blueprint of which is informed by your unique energetics and your authentic design. 

The Fool’s Portal defies homogeny because it exists in a multidimensional, prismatic realm beyond the rules, confines, and constructs of the dominant reality.

No two experiences within this Portal are exactly the same, because no two people are exactly the same.

But one thing is true for all:

Once you enter The Fool’s Portal, there is no return. 

The activations you will receive inside this Portal are permanent.

This does not mean you will not have to do anything, or that you will automatically change, or that you will never experience challenges on your creative path.

However: once you see the false constructs of the dominant paradigm, you cannot unsee them.

You will see the facade, and you will begin to relate to your creative life force in a new way.

Up to this point: the dominant paradigm has taught you one way of relating to your creativity.

A way of force, domination, control, commodification, exploitation, and extraction.

A way of shame.

A way of struggle.

A way that is measured purely by output and product.

What you have been conditioned to accept as “creativity” has been pre-packaged and mass-produced.

You have unconsciously ingested lies like:

“creativity is hard”

“creativity is a slog”

“imposter syndrome is normal”

“creative blocks are a sign something is wrong”

“the creative process is painful”

“artists struggle and starve”

Because these lies have been culturally programmed as “truths” of creativity, you experience them.

I’m not saying they don’t feel real—

I know they do.

It’s just that they are only real in the context of a pre-packaged and diluted system of creativity.

But there are other systems and realities.

And there is another way:

the Fool’s Way.

The Fool’s Way is

the earnest way

the cringe way

the absurd way

the playful way

the curious way

the experimental way

the failure-tolerant way

the adventurous way

the nonsensical way

the wonder-filled way

the strange way

the emergent way

the exploratory way

the devoted way

the joyous way

the frivolous way

the fervent way

the wild way

Inside the depths of your heart is a wild place.

Within this space resides your deepest self, your truest self, your Wild Creative Self.

This is your Inner Fool.

Your Inner Fool remembers what you came to this earth to do.

Your Inner Fool knows how to navigate the terrain of your wild heart.

Your Inner Fool calls to you always, guiding your steps.

Your Inner Fool can teach you how to trust yourself when the way forward seems unclear.

Your Inner Fool is most at home in the wild terrain of your deepest dreams and vision.

This wild terrain is a space of homecoming.

It is a space of electric aliveness.

You have probably felt the call of your inner Fool for a long time.

In fact, that’s probably why you’re here, now, reading the words on this page. 

The Fool’s Portal is a space of wild remembrance, an initiatory journey back home to yourself.

In this initiation we invoke The Fool, card zero (0) in the Major Arcana of the tarot. 

The Fool calls you to orient toward the call of your wild self.

The Fool calls you to trust yourself, even when it doesn’t “make sense”.

The Fool calls you to try things that may look utterly foolish to the dominant paradigm.

The Fool calls you home to your wild creative terrain.

What Is The Fool’s Portal? 

The Fool’s Portal is my foundational course for rewilding your creativity.

It contains everything you need to begin a lifelong journey of creative expression on your terms.

This is not a “how-to” course.

I will not teach you pre-packaged formulas or “guaranteed methods” achieving a specific final end result.

What we are doing here is much deeper and more ancient than that.

The teachings and transmissions I provide in this space are activations.

These activations will ignite your own cyclical, erotic relationship to your Wild Creative Self—initiating a lifelong journey into the wilds of your creative heart.

This course is (r)evolutionary.

It is not for anyone looking to be spoonfed formulaic approaches to guarantee a specific outcome.

It is for anyone who desires to have a lifelong autonomous and sovereign experience of their own creative life force.

It is for the curious.

It is for the devoted.

It is for the mystic-minded creative.

It is for any artist who desires to relate to their Wild Creative Self from beyond the limited and constricting confines of the dominant paradigm.

It is for any artist who knows—deep in their bones—there must be another way.

It is for any artist who desires to liberate their authentic creative expression.

The Fool’s Portal is a 6-module initiatory journey to rewild your creativity.

The live version of the journey will unfold over 6 weeks, with new modules released weekly. There will be 3 Zoom Q&A + Integration Meet-Ups.

The live course will run March 7 – April 11, 2024.

Module One will drop on March 7, with new modules released every week after that.

These Modules will contain audio transmissions (with transcripts) as well as workbook activities and more. Some weeks will also include guided Quantum Journeys!

If you join us for the live experience, there will be three live meet-ups for integration, discussion, and questions.

You’ll be able to ask me questions directly and interact with your peers to help you further process the material.

The live calls will be recorded and uploaded to the student portal for everyone to receive, experience, and learn from at any time.

Enrollment will never close.

After the live version ends, you will still be able to purchase the course as a self-paced experience. 

However, this is the LAST TIME I will ever offer this class live.

The Curriculum

Module One |
“The Rewilding Cycle”

» Audio transmission covering:

» Why rewild?

» Reclaiming fluidity, malleability vs. “concrete”

» The tarot constellations + The Fool constellation

» Workbook Activities:

» Opening ceremony

» Invitations + action steps

» Tarot/Oracle card spreads

Module Two |
“The Fool as a Portal”

» Audio transmission covering:

» The audacity to answer the call

» Looking foolish, ridiculous, and absurd

» Breaking social rules and societal norms

» Deviating from the “norm”

» Trusting the wild impulse with no “proof”

» Workbook Activities:

» Invitations + action steps

» Tarot/Oracle card spreads

Module Three |
“Death: Compost, Excavate, Clear”

» Audio transmission covering:

» Identifying the “stories”

» Dissolution of identity

» Crumbling of calcification

» Facing the “nothingness”

» Social death

» “Who am I?”

» Death of old structures

» Release of false systems and programs

» Composting/transmuting/transforming/alchemizing

» Workbook Activities:

» Invitations + action Steps

»Tarot spreads

» Quantum Journey: “Investigating the stories: Is this TRUE?”

Module Four |
“The Emperor: Rooted Individuation”

» Audio transmission covering:

» Trusting your ecosystem

» Trusting your place/role in the ecosystem

» Trusting, listening to, and expressing your unique codes

» Honoring your cycles

» Trusting your impulses

» Claiming your right to take up YOUR space

» Releasing comparison

» From competition to collaboration

» Workbook Activities:

» Invitations + action steps

» Tarot spreads

» Quantum Journey: “The Blueprint: Discover Your Codes”

Module Five: |
“Beyond Calcification: The Taurus/Scorpio Axis”

» Audio transmission covering:

» life/death/life

» birth/death/birth

» Surrendering to the alchemical process of transformation

» Flow and fluidity

» Flexible structures and boundaries

» Seasons and cycles

» Workbook Activities:

» Invitations + action steps

» Tarot spreads

» Quantum Journey: “Meet Your Underworld Guides”

» Module Six |
“Orienting Toward the Wild Creative Self

» Audio Transmission covering:

» What is ‘wildness’?

» Locating/tracking your Wild Creative Self

» Wild Creative Self as a guide

» Devotion to the Wild Creative Self

» Desire as a compass

» Organic consistency

» Magic, synchronicity, signs, communications

» Workbook Activities:

» Invitations + action steps

» Tarot spreads

» Quantum Journey: “Meet Your Wild Creative Self”

Supplemental Materials List

» Book Recommendations

» Podcasts Recs

» Other Supportive Resources

Complimentary Workshop Access

» Creative Block Alchemy ($40 value)

» Rejection is Trickster Magic ($40 value)

Three Live Meet-Ups | Integration | Questions

These kive meet-ups will take place via Zoom on:

Thursday, March 14, 8:00 PM ET

Saturday, March 30, 1:00 PM ET

Thursday, April 11, 11:00 AM ET

A Q&A form will be sent out prior to each live meetup.

While I may not be able to answer each question, I’ll do my best to answer questions broadly and thematically.

There is one weekday daytime, one weekday evening, and one weekend meeting to accommodate a broad spectrum of schedules and give all participants a chance to attend live.

These meetings provide a community aspect to the course and greatly enhance your integration process.

However, the live meetups are not required and listening to the recordings will also support your process.

If you know you won’t be able to attend, submit your questions in advance.

All live meetups will be recorded.

Replays will be uploaded to the student portal for you to listen (or re-listen!) to in your own sacred timing.

The Fool’s Portal is for you if the following resonates: 

• You are reading this page and feeling a full body “yes”—even if you don’t know exactly why.

  *NOTE: check in with your authority (decision-making guide) in Human Design!

• You are ready to fully trust your creative heart.

• You’re open to magic and mysticism.

• You are ready to stop feeling completely disheartened by creative blocks.

• You are ready to move through and tend to creative blocks with more curiosity and ease.

• You are ready to trust the timing of your creative projects.

• You are ready to invest time and energy into the devoted pursuit of your dreams.

• You are ready to release your deep fears of “wasting time” and “being too late”

• You are ready to trust the unfolding emergence and lifelong development of your talent and your skill.

• You are ready to feel collaborative and celebratory of other creators.

• You are ready to release imposter syndrome—once and for all.

• You are ready to trust the implicit worth of your creations.

• You are ready to trust the spiral of your own perfect timing.

• You are ready to validate yourself as an artist.

• You are ready to trust the ebb and flow of your motivation.

• You are ready to feel secure in your creative expression.

• You are ready for your creative process to feel easeful (though it may never feel easy—there’s a big difference.)

• You crave extra creative support, mentorship, and guidance.

• You resonate with my other offerings, teachings, and writings.

• Your heart says yes.

• You trust the financial investment will be worth it.

• You desire to feel peace, trust, joy, pleasure, and delight in your creative endeavor.

The Fool’s Portal is not a good fit for you if:

• You are looking for a quick fix to creativity.

• You want a teacher who will hold your hand (that’s not me).

• You want someone (aka me) to tell you exactly what to “do”.

• You want someone else to decide what’s right for you.

• You want someone else to lay out the precise steps you should take.

• You don’t really want to spend the money.

• You aren’t ready to take responsibility for creating your own reality.

• You want me to promise you’ll write a bestseller (I can’t promise that.)

• You’re not interested in devoting significant time to your craft (on your terms).

• You’re looking for guidance on craft development.

• Some teachers and workshops are designed to specifically help you develop and hone your craft. It’s vital work, but it’s also not what I’m doing here. If that’s what you’re looking for please seek out another teacher.

• My style of creative mentorship is to guide you through the internal work required to transform your relationship with your creative self from the inside out—so that you can create sustainably for the duration of your time on this planet.

• Craft IS important, but so is showing up. I aim to help you befriend your process, increase your creative pleasure, and deepen your devotion to your craft so that you can be in it for the long haul—regardless of external metrics and the inevitable “ups” and “downs”.

IMPORTANT NOTE: The Fool’s Portal is not a workshop space. Instead, it is a space where you will cultivate a rewilded relationship to your own creative life force.

Early Bird Bonuses

Sign up by March 1, 2024 to receive: 

• 6 months of complimentary access to a premium subscription of PORTALS & PRISMS

• A hard copy of The Lion Tracker’s Guide to Life by Boyd Varty, a highly recommended supplemental text of this course

• A small surprise gift via snail mail

• A short audio (~10 minutes) Human Design for Creativity reading